Sunday, February 5, 2012
Why does it seem like people NEVER change for the better?
I'd like to say that my mother and sister moving to Alabama doesn't bother me but I think it is affecting me a little bit. How long has she known this guy and how did she meet him? She can't know him enough to quit her jobs, pick up and move states away. I think she is making decisions on impulse. But who am I to judge? But what really pisses me off is she's done it again.. I work so hard and get so little but she gets to quit her jobs and go on a cruise to Mexico. I might even goes as far as to say he doesn't deserve to be happy. But I guess that's pretty harsh.
Looking at pictures of my cousin Avery that I've never met and of my grandma who I haven't seen in years really gets to me. And im sure I'd be really upset if I found out exactly what they thought of me. But if they only knew I'm a hard working responsible young women I'm not perfect and I don't expect anyone else to be. But man up and act like an adult. Realize that you're actually the problem and me staying away was actually the solution. I wish I didn't Ben waste my time thinking of the situation.
I've been writing service since Wednesday but I guess Monday I'll be back to receptionist. I'm trying to keep my faith but it's hard.
Saturday was crazy at work and as soon as I got home we went to Matt's moms house and I soon as I got home went to bed. Matt woke me up at 10:30 to get breakfast then I came home and took and nap. Then went to dads to watch the Super Bowl.
I. Am. So. Tired.
Work tomorrow is going to suck.
I'd like to say that my mother and sister moving to Alabama doesn't bother me but I think it is affecting me a little bit. How long has she known this guy and how did she meet him? She can't know him enough to quit her jobs, pick up and move states away. I think she is making decisions on impulse. But who am I to judge? But what really pisses me off is she's done it again.. I work so hard and get so little but she gets to quit her jobs and go on a cruise to Mexico. I might even goes as far as to say he doesn't deserve to be happy. But I guess that's pretty harsh.
Looking at pictures of my cousin Avery that I've never met and of my grandma who I haven't seen in years really gets to me. And im sure I'd be really upset if I found out exactly what they thought of me. But if they only knew I'm a hard working responsible young women I'm not perfect and I don't expect anyone else to be. But man up and act like an adult. Realize that you're actually the problem and me staying away was actually the solution. I wish I didn't Ben waste my time thinking of the situation.
I've been writing service since Wednesday but I guess Monday I'll be back to receptionist. I'm trying to keep my faith but it's hard.
Saturday was crazy at work and as soon as I got home we went to Matt's moms house and I soon as I got home went to bed. Matt woke me up at 10:30 to get breakfast then I came home and took and nap. Then went to dads to watch the Super Bowl.
I. Am. So. Tired.
Work tomorrow is going to suck.
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