my dreams are getting the best of me. im tired of dreaming about jarrod. its exhausting. its hard for me to sleep at night, and even harder for me to wake up in the morning. so this morning on my way to work i called Ava. just to talk to her about it. she is deffently on the same page but theres nothing either of us can do about it. its sad. plus i miss ava. i should call her more often.