where do i start? Larry moved out, and its like heaven. i love it. its nice to be alone with matt all the time. i guess im an attention hog, actually i know i am. i like to have all of matts attention, but hey whats wrong with that? i had a dream about matt and nikki last night? and we were all going somewhere and she was trying to get in the front seat while matt was driving. and i was like ummm, i need to sit in the front because if not i get really car sick. and she was like no, i wanted to sit in the front with matt. so i got mad, and just told her no i was siting there. hahaha. i have the weirdest dreams. there was another part about us all hanging out, but i cant rememeber it now.
last night we watched crash, also again it was very nice to watch it alone with no interuptions. :) i think i might go by redbox and rent a movie just because i enjoyed it so much! haha. anyways, like everyone in the movie was really racist. i guess the point of the movie was to teach that everyone is the same. whatever.
i think im going to stop taking my birth control. it fucks me up big time. im on my period again for like the 3 time this month. seriously. im still taking it now, but im going to talk to matt about it. and it was deff. supposed to be 87 today.. im wearing capris and its seriously chilly out there. ahhhhh. im ready for summer, the lake, the beach, the sun, and WARM WEATHER.
let see. not this past weekend but the weekend before that. (april 2nd) i left work early on friday because alicia, sarah, and caroline were supposed to be meeting me at my work at 4. turns out it was just caroline, and alicia. either way we stopped at best buy then headed toward salisbury to watch mikey in Hairspray! he did sooo good. i enjoyed it a lot. afterwards we went to some cast member party at some guys house. played some serious ping pong and met this guy that mikey has apparently been flirting with. so cute! haha, but we left early and just drove around for a while. it was so nice having everyone backkk together. saturday we had lunch at some cafe fro lunch, yum. then walked around the town. me, alicia, and caroline drove back. got alicias car then went to carolines apartment to take showers and get ready for dinner with some peopleeeee. we ate dinner at noodles and company but caroline kept getting up and going to the bathroom.. so i checked on her and she was like peeing blood. so we ended up going to the emergency room.. while we were there waiting on caroline ray scott like aprang his ankle while he was playing basketball. so he was there to. we left, ate mcdonalds, then just hungout for a while. sunday we all went to ihop, the to the readers corner. and like i said, i forgot how much i like to read. that weekend was so relaxing and SO much fun. i deff. pissed sarah off because i confronted her about why she wasnt with us that weekend. its just the truth, and no one else will tell her.. ohhh well? she'll figure it out one day. ive NEVER made my best friends second. theyve been there for me from the beginning when no one else was. and soon she is going to lose everything she had for some really shitty friends. that wont back her up like we all used to. once she realizes that, she going to have already done way to much damage to us. its sad.
