i wish i could learn this.

 planking.

i guess my anxeity and depression is getting better. who knows. i cant tell for myself. only the people around me can tell. who really knows how to control it? maybe the medicine will help?

so 32 days until vacation. thank god. saturday night i had a little get together at the house. we made hamburgers, pasta salad, fires, and jalapeno poppers. it was a lot of fun. oh and crystal nieto has started to downward spiral. shes missed so much work. and got in a fight with crystal stanley so stanley slapped her. hahaa. good times. fourth of july was well spent. a good weekend until my anxiety hit.

work isnt really getting better or worse. im just going to work and doing my thing. keeping myself busy. its all i really can do i guess.

oh and i had a dream about my wedding. i was signing autographs it was weirdd!

To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.



To dream of a marriage, signifies commitment, harmony or transitions. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life.  The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself.  In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself. Consider the qualities and characteristics of the person that you are marrying. These are the qualities that you need to look at incorporating within yourself.

 To dream that someone is asking for your autograph, suggests that you are giving your consent or approval to someone. 

To see and hear rain falling, symbolizes forgiveness and grace. Falling rain is also a metaphor for tears, crying and sadness. Alternatively, rain symbolizes fertility and renewal. If you get wet from the rain, then it indicates cleaning from your troubles and problems.