having the weekend off was amazing. friday night i had dinner with mikey and sarah and brien. we had TGI fridays. but i was reallyyy tired and bitchy because i worked 11 and a half hours on friday. cause i didnt take a lunch, plus u was there until 7:00pm. so after dinner, i went home and went to bed. haaa. saturday morning brien and i decided to go to the meuseum of life and science in durham. just to get out for a day. its was sooo much fun. we went all through the museum, got in a space ship. then we thought the door didnt lead outside so we walkedd alll the way back through and as i was walking brien said " OHHH, ALLISON LOOK A SNAKE " so i turned my head left and there was a snake right beside my are. some lady was like showing it to everyone but i was scared to death. so brien pet it. i just stood awayy. hahaha. then we walked through a little train car thing. had lunch and the little cafe. then we went through the butterfly thing where the butterflies just fly around and land on you and stuff. and we saw a butterfly like hatch? out of a cocoon. but he got stuck so some guy tried to help him out and the butterfly like fell and like smashed on the ground.. LMAO. then we walked down the dinosuar trail, which was really cool and the dinosuars were HUGEE. then we walked around to see the black bearss, and a fox or something. the bears were cute thoughhh cause they were running around and stuff. it was actually better than the ZOO because they had a few cameras that you could use to zoom in on the animals and stuff. then we went to the gift shop and got ASTRONUAT ICE CREAM !! and lollipops with crickets in them !! haha. we got two for my parents. afterwards we went to get alicias birthday presentt. then went to my parents house to have dinner. Mike & Holly and their new baby NATHAN came over so we all cookout. after we were done eating and stuff we were just hanging out on the back patio and the neighbors that live behind my dads house.. they walked around naked with their blinds open. we watched them have sex for like 15 MIN. LMAOO. awkward. and my dad said some really sweet things to brien !! i cant wait for his parents to come down next weekend. sunday was cleaning dayy. then we got ready and went to crabtree to eat at the cheesecake factory for ALICIAS birthday! we all wore spongebob hats, and sarah and caroline got alicia a vibrator for her birthdayyy. hahaha. dumbass. then i got brien some cheesecake, and we went grocery shopping at like 11:00PM. i always pay for grocerys, and this time they were $120.00. DAMNNNN.
ON A LIGHTER NOTE;
i can see how much brien loves, and cares for me. the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me, and the way he treats me. he's INCREDIBLE. i couldnt ask for anything better. but sometimes i feel like maybe he gives more than i give. and i know thats how derek and i were, except i was the giver. so i dont want brien to ever feel that way. i love him sooo much, its such a different feeling than ive ever had. he makes me truly happy. i could never ask for more than HAPPINESS.