i think its safe to say that you cant trust many people these days. im SOOO lucky to have the friends that i have. ive offically given up on people like andy. i know him and brien go way back. but how many times has he betrayed brien, and me? i know that andy was lying to. and then had the nerve to come over and say sorry. maybe its because i never really knew andy very much? but i just dont exactly see someone i can trust. and now briens parents have come down for the weekend he is soo upset that no one told him they were coming. and that he didnt get to meet them, or show them around. stoppppp. no one cares, seriously. they werent even here long enough to see us barely, much less you. and after all your drama they think NOTHING of you. your really on my last nerve.

yesterday i talked to chuck, he was on vacation last week tuesday - friday. so i called him and he said i hate to tell you that we hired someone else. he said he would make me a deal.. PSHH. next job that comes avaliable he will call me first. then he had the nerve to say " IS THAT OKAY? " ummm i guess it has to be? so after talking to stephaniee. i found out that the new guy started LAST WEEK. which means not only did he give me the run around, but he also lied to me. so ive kind of given up on leith inc. im not to fond of the management. i talked to dad and he said he would mention to teresa bays that i was intrested in moving. he said something about receptionist at honda, which would be okay because the phones there are SUPER busy and i would probably have an increase in pay! but im just waiting it out. hopefully things will work out for the best. i should have taken the warranty job at nissan a longgg time ago when danny offered it to me. but atleast i learned. and now ive have tons of experience under my belt.

monday i left work early because i felt sooo bad. i went home made me some soup and grilled cheese and then slept until 730? then brien came in and laid with me and i went back to sleep at like 1030. then yesterday i didnt get off work until 700PM so once i got home i just made me an egg sanwich and laid in bed until TEENMOM, and i could barely stay awake so as soon as it was over i crashed.